Done with Medical Ethics Class ..Kant say how HAPPY I am

Done with my 6 week online class today. LOL I drove through floods, dust storms, tornado clusters and cattle yards studying Mills, Kant, Aquinas and the rest. I don't think it made any difference in my grade that I was confronted by true suffering and the abstract thought of western culture. Suffering still makes no sense, whether it is animals or humans, and there is no reason behind it, no lesson to be learned, and no life force directing it. Luck might be the only thing I acknowledge. I just wrote what my professor wanted to read and let it go that there was any meaning behind it. If someone brags to me how they loved philosophy and got good grades etc, I know they are just plain stupid.